My head is full and my heart heavy

I have so much I'm stressing on that I can't think straight. Saddness still weighs my heart down, I have so much inside of me ready to explode any minute yet it's not about me. no one to talk to and no one to help yet I don't know what to do. Is it really going to help me at all to talk to anyone anyways? Just as much as writing in this blog I guess. Taxes are due I can't pay, my friend and renter decides she isn't going to pay me rent anymore yet taking legal action costs money I don't have. I'm staying at my daughters house yet it's always about her depression, my other daughter is mad at the whole faimly which includes me yet I had nothing to do with her getting angry and my youngest daughter whom I was always closest to has been drinking so much that I can never find her sober enough to talk to. It breaks my heart to see us all drifting further and further apart since my mother died, I miss her so much it hurts to think about. I seriosly can not name a single friend that if I needed them they would be there for me, not one!  Where is the life that I recognize...gone away

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