Desiderata (Latin: "desired things")

Go placidly amidst the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the...

Dear Mom 12 days gone

12 days have gone by and I am just as lost and hurt just as bad as when it first happened. So much has got to be done yet I just sit here and cry. I'm glad I started a blog it seems to help me in a way. Doesn't even matter if anyone reads it or not...

Dear Mom (Rose Hills)

I heard your funeral went well that many of your old friends showed up and from the old neighborhood. I heard that the Photostory I put together for your memorial actually made people cry. How nice that the rest of the family got to leave the night...

Dr. House

Do Television shows give us false hope or an unrealistic view of reality? How can they make a show like House if there is no Doctor that has a team to diagnose us? Wrong or right , life or death, no Doctor Is like House, even if it's your favorite...

Dear Mom (obituaries)

I wonder how healthy it is for me to ignore reality sometimes? To pretend that your just upstairs in your room? Because I found that the reality of you being gone from me forever, to never be able to make up to you for the things I didn't do or say is...

Dear Mom day 8

I'm trying to be strong mom I finally left the house but it was hard. I wish I could just lock myself in here and keep everyone out. Your room is tore up and I know you would be so mad but everyone keeps going through stuff but know one puts anything...

Your Mother's Always Right !

If your Mother ever wants to talk to you about what to do when she dies, "LISTEN". Don't do as I did and tell your mom she's not going to die or we don't have to talk about this now, just because it's uncomfortable for you. I find I keep kicking...

Friends & Family

Turning away all visitors and not taking any calls my friends are starting to worry about me, to be honest i never realized I had so many until this tragic death of my Mother overtaking me with saddness at it's purest form. They say out of every...

Dear Mom Day 7

Day 7 The New Year 2013 Mom, I slept good finally last night with the help of some pills, I actually had a cup of coffee first without crying but before i finished it the tears came and once again all I could think about was our last conversation, and...

Dear Mom

I was told that I cried in my sleep last night Mom, I know when I woke up I cried. I'm trying to be strong like you mom but I don't think anyone is as strong as you. Tonight is New Years Eve which I usually spend with you, but when that ball drops my...

Dear Mom (Died Dec. 26, 2012)

Day 1 Dec 26, 2012 Cried all day until I thought I couldn't cry no more, but I did. Day 2 -I finally stopped crying for awhile, I had fallen asleep finally in your bed, holding your pillow. Dec 28, 2012 I'm not sure what day it is or how long...

Blaa blaa bla blog...

I love the differences of opinions on these public social media sites. That is the whole reason that people think so differently...because we are allowed to have our own opinion, we don't have to all agree or think the same or feel the same or...

The Wizard of Oz

All my life I have searched for some perfect world, a perfect love and a perfect life, there is no such thing. One day I woke up and felt like Dorthy from the Wizard of Oz...looking around I see Auntie Em etc and realized that I did not have to leave...

MEOW

I know they refer to women being like cats and we all know how come men relate us to cats but the truth of the matter is this," Men remind me of cats more than women" and this is why; Dogs love you more then they love themselves so when they want...

Family

Love people for who they are without trying to change them before it's to late to love them at all, Regrets for the things you didn't do weigh heavier then the regrets you have for the things you did! So don't Judge the ones you Love just Love...

ATT AND THE SIMS CARD

If Verizon had just changed over to ATT and started using a sim card I would understand the screw up but because They have always had a sim card and know the process, not acceptable!  I was a verizon customer and know nothing about their sim card...