Thoughts, Do they matter?

My thoughts are mostly memories and my memories are of all my loved ones I lost but no matter how much I think about them, no matter how much I grieve for them it still changes nothing.

Appreciate before you can't

Death happens so fast leaving you in a state of disbelief. So hard to grasp everytime I lose someone I care about. "IT'S NOT POSSIBLE, I JUST SAW THEM" Death does not care about age, sex, color, or time! It's quick and shocking leaving you a world...

How we see others...

It's funny how people don't see us how we are but how they themselves really are. To be judged by what others do or by what they would do themselves does not make us guilty of what they think and their not minutes so they should not be rolled over!

A Trial RUN

HOW DOES ONE PRACTICE MARTIAL LAW? BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT WILL BE HAPPENING THIS SUMMER. UNITE AND FIGHT DON'T LET THEM DISARM THE PEOPLE OR WE WILL END UP AS THE JEWISH PEOPLE DID, WITH NO WAY TO FIGHT BACK.  

It Can Always get worse and it does!

After my mothers death the banks closed in, they did not seem to care how devestated it left me or how alone I suddenly was, time did not stop for them, only me. Knowing I had to snap out of it, I could not. The Reverse morgtage began and before I...

Battling within

I have always wrote in a journal  or something and I was good at it too so I started a blog. Writing has always helped me to get my hurt or anger out , funny that I don't seem to write as much when I'm happy. I have finally come to a point where...

Lessons Hurt

My lessons in life are not easy ones maybe if I learned my lesson easily my pain from not learning would be less. Regret is something that comes along with not learning your lesson when you should have, before the lesson was to late to be learned....

What happened

I sit upstairs in my mothers once peaceful room and remember how much she looked forward to retiring and moving to the mountains. How peaceful it all seemed as she would stand out on her balcony and enjoy the view. It was good for her to get out of...

centered

A Mother is someone that puts you in the center of her whole life.

Remembering The Forgotten

I remember how proud my father was to serve his country,as well as 2 of my brothers. So many Americans proved to be soldiers, proved that freedom is worth fighting for, that Americans believe in our Constitution. Thanking all Our Brave Veterans.

My Lesson

I wondered if a day would come where I would not cry over the loss of my Mother and one did. Although the pull on my heart was stronger then I was I still managed to go on somehow. I guess if I had to describe Life in 3-words I'd say, "It goes...

5 in 1

How many people are you anyways?  The person you see yourself as, the person others see you as, How you thinks others see you, and the real you, who you really are. So who are we really and are we who we think we are?